It Hurt So Good

It Hurt So Good

This is mess.

This is not the marriage I wish for. This isn't the life that I want to.Why is this happening? I didn't do anything or say something, for me to experience this kind of life. Why should be me, did I really deserve this? Why would I marry a person that didn't even like me nor love me that I'm just the one who've been so in love?

This is just some of why's that I ask to myself.

"You deserve this" he continue says then slap me in the face.

I just cry silently because if he heared me crying he would beat me again until I feel dumb.

"This is not enough for you to feel what I feel" he said.

"Then why you also agreed to this marriage?" I asked.

"Do you really wanna know?" He asked

I nod slowly.

"It's just because of inheritance, if I didn't agreed then grandpa will not give me my inheritance, I would be poor if that's happen" he stated.

"And for your information I don't love you even any single details" he countinued.

After that he already leave me at the room and afterwards I can hear the car engine leaving the house.

This is your fault, if you just didn't agreed to this marriage, then you shouldn't experiencing this. Did I really deserve this kind of pain I experiencing?

I slowly stood up form the floor and immediately enter the comport room room to see myself.

As I entered the comport room I look myself on the mirror.A pale face, black color under my eyes, swollen chicks, messy hair And skinny body.

A warm water runs to my chicks from my eyes and I just realized that I'm crying again.

"How long would I Will stay in this life. How long!?" I murmur and sit on the floor.

I burst into tears like there's no tomorrow until I didn't realized that I slept on the cold floor.

The sun beaming through her blinds causing for her to wake up. She's still on the floor, her husband didn't go home.