It Hurt So Good
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It Hurt So Good
This is mess.
This is not the marriage I wish for. This isn't the life that I want to.Why is this happening? I didn't do anything or say something, for me to experience this kind of life. Why should be me, did I really deserve this? Why would I marry a person that didn't even like me nor love me that I'm just the one who've been so in love?
This is just some of why's that I ask to myself.
"You deserve this" he continue says then slap me in the face.
I just cry silently because if he heared me crying he would beat me again until I feel dumb.
"This is not enough for you to feel what I feel" he said.
"Then why you also agreed to this marriage?" I asked.
"Do you really wanna know?" He asked
I nod slowly.
"It's just because of inheritance, if I didn't agreed then grandpa will not give me my inheritance, I would be poor if that's happen" he stated.
"And for your information I don't love you even any single details" he countinued.
After that he already leave me at the room and afterwards I can hear the car engine leaving the house.
This is your fault, if you just didn't agreed to this marriage, then you shouldn't experiencing this. Did I really deserve this kind of pain I experiencing?
I slowly stood up form the floor and immediately enter the comport room room to see myself.
As I entered the comport room I look myself on the mirror.A pale face, black color under my eyes, swollen chicks, messy hair And skinny body.
A warm water runs to my chicks from my eyes and I just realized that I'm crying again.
"How long would I Will stay in this life. How long!?" I murmur and sit on the floor.
I burst into tears like there's no tomorrow until I didn't realized that I slept on the cold floor.
The sun beaming through her blinds causing for her to wake up. She's still on the floor, her husband didn't go home.
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