I looked at the boy in front of me wearing a clown mask. covered in blood. Knife in his hand. Eyes filled with rage and madness. Next to him was a limp body. My ex girlfriend..who had abused me in all the different ways in the past. Was dead... how should I feel about this? "Shit.." the boy says under his breath as he catches me hesitantly pulling out my gun. I recognize those eyes... who is this boy..? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW: Eventual smut/alcohol/drugs/illegal products/murder/blood/kidnapping/abuse/kinky shit and literally all the fucked up shit imaginable!🤗 I do not intend any harm nor do I ship the idols irl I only use them for the plot I am not saying anything with this book! If controversy against an idol mentioned in the book starts bc of my book it will be taken down.⚠️