Philophobia.
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Ongoing8m
Last published Fri, Apr 10, 2015
My name is Faith Amelia Sanders, i live in San Fransisco California and well i have four brothers and one sister which by the way they annoy the hell out of me all the time and as for my parents they died due to a crash last year. From that day on wards we have lived with our auntie and uncle. When i heard the terrible news i couldn't handle myself i made a few months in therapy because i used to have drugs due to depression that i had which served me good because along the days that have passed i grew stronger and made me fight for what i love. Now i'm 17 turning 18 currently starting senior year, i thought
i was going for a fresh new start until Alexander came into my life.
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