Loosing Interest

I was happy in our so called casual relationships until he started loosing interest.

I mean I know break up hearts when you loose the person you loved you whether its your argument,compatibility or some reason but you know the reason why things ended .

But you know when you are in a casual relationship and you can see the person who used to be all over you is not interested in you anymore like he once used to you can't help but keep asking yourself what's lacking.

You are not heart broken but the feeling of not being good enough never leaves your mind .

You just keep asking yourself why and your mind gives you the worst answer ever .

You just keep critizing yourself in everyway possible the reasons which made him loose interest in you how you are no longer good enough sexy or funny enough and all your insecurities just take up your mind and you just couldn't be happy anymore .

I know I should end it if I want to be happy but it's not easy every time you made up your mind you just don't know what to say or the reasons to give .

So here I am in a casual relationship with a boy who is in same year as me in college .

Everything was good but he started loosing interest !