Worst Scars
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  • Time 2h 7m
Complete, First published Mar 19, 2024
Mature
Tossing and turning over the mattress, 
My breath heavily and barely dispersed.
The vedios in my mind played all night, 
Of you, me, us, and just us.

Everything about you, 
Deserves to be written in poetry.
For it's my confession of my fondness, 
That may never be your priority. 

You make me witness heaven, 
Even when I'm fighting devils inside me. 
The halo of your existence, 
Is more than that of any cherub's sheen. 

Some conversations left unspoken, 
Might stay like this till eternity. 
Some confessions left forbidden, 
Might always be hidden. 

A spark of a moon called, 'you',
Is enough to light up my world.
Allow me to draw a lilac light,
Of deep affection that'll never be blurred.

How are you so flawless in my eyes? 
Shouldn't you be same as others? 
Why this heart gave you an exceptional place,
And adores you much more than you see in words.

Becoming my home, rose, and religion,
In me, you rose a happier version 
And how, suddenly all the love songs are about you?
Tell me, have I fallen or it's just attraction? 

Well, 'just attraction' is what they say, 
If yes, then damn, this attraction is so hard, 
That I mention you whenever I pray,
And I can't even explain why I adore you, more and more, day by day. 

Darling, I'm getting impatient, 
Nonetheless, I have faith,
In what's written in the stars. 
And as long as it's you, 
I'm ready to bear the worst scars

~ The Sunshine Secretary
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