Tossing and turning over the mattress,
My breath heavily and barely dispersed.
The vedios in my mind played all night,
Of you, me, us, and just us.
Everything about you,
Deserves to be written in poetry.
For it's my confession of my fondness,
That may never be your priority.
You make me witness heaven,
Even when I'm fighting devils inside me.
The halo of your existence,
Is more than that of any cherub's sheen.
Some conversations left unspoken,
Might stay like this till eternity.
Some confessions left forbidden,
Might always be hidden.
A spark of a moon called, 'you',
Is enough to light up my world.
Allow me to draw a lilac light,
Of deep affection that'll never be blurred.
How are you so flawless in my eyes?
Shouldn't you be same as others?
Why this heart gave you an exceptional place,
And adores you much more than you see in words.
Becoming my home, rose, and religion,
In me, you rose a happier version
And how, suddenly all the love songs are about you?
Tell me, have I fallen or it's just attraction?
Well, 'just attraction' is what they say,
If yes, then damn, this attraction is so hard,
That I mention you whenever I pray,
And I can't even explain why I adore you, more and more, day by day.
Darling, I'm getting impatient,
Nonetheless, I have faith,
In what's written in the stars.
And as long as it's you,
I'm ready to bear the worst scars
~ The Sunshine Secretary
7 lives. 7 fates. 3 stories. About, longing & admiration, denial & acceptance, falling out of love to falling in love all over again.
"I stay up all night, tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost" - JM
"I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine" - JK
"It's electric how symmetric, we both get when you lay beside me
It's phonetic how our mouths grip, almost too tight to the words we're sayin'
We're in deep now, should we slow down?" - HS
"Keep you hunting for my lovin' but I crave us hugging
Yeah, I stay stubborn
'Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings
And know just how tug 'em" - TH
"I don't want love I can't afford
I just want you to love for free
Can't you see that I'm gettin' bored?
Givin' you every piece of me" - SJ
"The worst in me doesn't want to
Work on things
But the best in me wants to love you
But the worst in me doesn't want to" - NJ
"With shortness of breath
I'll try to explain the infinite
And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" - YG