Self-loathing
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Last published Mon, Oct 21, 2024
Grian, having recently joined hermitcraft, doesn't want the other hermits to know about his wings. He tries his hardest to hide them, but it just becomes too painful for him to hide. When he lets his wings out, he discovers he suddenly can't hide them anymore. will he hide from the other hermits, or will he hope they except him?
TW:
trauma
abuse
SH
self hatred
s@m
Attempted su!cide
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