99 Days Without You

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Parts 6
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Reads 390
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Parts 6
Time 50m

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Dan comes home one day, hoping to find his best friend but instead finds a suicide note. 99 days without you is the story of how Dan and his friends cope with this loss.All Rights Reserved

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DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

WARNING: This story is VERY triggering, read at own risk. It contains Self harm, depression, bullying, abuse and hardcore swearing mentions of suicide and more. please don't read if it makes you sad - Dan Howell is a 'bad boy' at high school. Known for picking fights and being the boy who gets what he wants. (If you know what I mean)... Phil is the colourful new boy who has no idea what he's doing. Making his an easy target for the jocks. Punches will be thrown. But at who and from who? But this universe is a bit different. When Dan gets what he wants, he doesn't mean girls. He means boys. This is accepted and very normal. Read to find out more....

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Dan Howell was depressed, Phil Lester was the light at the end of the tunnel. But love stories aren't all fluff and rainbows: everything comes crashing down due to one trip to the hospital. This isn't some book you pick up at the bookstore, this is real life. This is their love story. TRIGGER WARNING: depression, suicide, self-harm, death, etc. Note: everyone in this book is completely made up (aside from Dan and Phil).

The Truth About Depression by placentaandllamas

Summary: Dan’s lifelong best friend commits suicide and Dan is left depressed and hating himself for not being there for his friend 100% and because of that, self-harms. He’s haunted by memories of the past and even though Phil is there for him, it isn’t always enough. Warning: Possible Trigger warning dealing with self-harm, self-hate, and suicide of a friend. If you ever need anyone to talk to, please don’t hesitate to send me an ask. Otherwise, enjoy my very first Phanfic!

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?

Why Do I Have To Die? danisomtonfire, dan howell x reader) by BoringStar

I had this idea in my head for a really long time. I hope you enjoy this. Now here is the summery that all of you probably want. You are dying of cancer. You have six months to live, and your wish is to meet Dan Howell and Phil Lester before you die. But what happens when Dan falls for you even though you don't know if you will live.

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Sometimes you question who you really are. Part of you seems to know yourself, the other is just a mystery. Indigo Taylor manages to pull through each day looking after her alcoholic best friend and her suicidal brother. She's a shoulder to cry on for everyone, but herself. Never stopping to think once about herself, Indie slowly begins to deteriorate and it seems no one will be able to help her until one fatal night when she lays eyes on Dan Howell and Phil Lester who looked as though they belong in either Hollywood or heaven.

Smile, Dan

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

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