How She Really Feels
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Rein tries to live a normal life. She tries harder every single day. She gave up her money and popularity for her friends, Bailie and Jake, to find out they used her just for it. They abused her and tried to drown her.
To rebuild her life she moves to a different town to get treatment from a specialist in Florida, away from everything. She drives her mom away, making her believe that Rein hates her.
The only person she can trust to tell through all this is her neighbor, Lucas, that moves in to take care of her. Lucas does everything for her. He tries to make her feel better but it doesn't always work.
She is tired of trying, sick of crying. She might be smiling, but inside she is dying. Literally.
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