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Quiet as a Mouse || Abused Spencer Reid

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Spencer Reid was fine. 
   It didn't matter that his coworkers were starting to notice things about him., things he's been trying to hide in plain sight for years. And yeah, perhaps his boyfriend (who they hadn't even known about) gets a bit angry sometimes, but that's only natural if you have to deal with someone like him for a long period of time. And he's the first person who's stuck around. 
   So Spencer is fine. Absolutely, unconditionally fine. 
   Only the stray bruises, staring into space and flinching at every unpredictable movement or sound are there to say otherwise.

   Warnings: graphic physical / psychological abuse in most chapters, non-graphic sexual abuse, slight gun violence in chapter 7 related to a case, PTSD symptoms and flashbacks, graphic depictions of injuries, an alphabet of manipulation tactics and the such, implied / referenced minor eating disorder (he doesn't have the best eating habits), plus negative self-talk from our poor Pretty Boy. 

   This ended up being a lot more psychologically disturbing than I imagined, so please please proceed with caution. If you're not in the right headspace right now, be careful if you still choose to read this. 

   Fun fact, I was listening to the full album of Everywhere at the End of Time for the most part while writing this. That might have contributed to the style lol 

   BOOK TWO OUT ON JUNE 18!!! If you enjoyed this, please consider reading that, too :)All Rights Reserved

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Tape and Glue by Macisthoughts

Spencer knew the facts. He knew the statistics and he knew the signs of an abusive relationship. This wasn't that though, no Nathan loved him, he at least knew that much. - He had tried to be as quiet as possible Streaks of blood were running down his face and into his eyes. But he didn't dare move... not even an inch. He heard his name being yelled but what if it was a trick? He had been tricked before... The floor was covered in his blood and first when the figure crouched down in front of him, he dared whisper a name.

broken love |s.reid| by jjnreidsdaughter

"do you think it was easy watching you fall in love with her? you think my heart wasn't broken when i found out you two were getting married? i stood there, controlling my micro expressions so you couldn't tell in that very moment my heart broke." just then, Spencer grabbed my shoulder, cupped my cheek, kissing me passionately before pulling me into the tightest hug. * i don't own any of the characters or anything* #14 spencerreid 1/17/21 #1 aaronhotchner 1/27/21 #4 derekmorgan 1/31/21

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Five by queenofdeansbooty

When you think you've been through the worst thing to ever happen to you, something new comes to prove that everything you thought was safe isn't, and everyone you thought had your back doesn't. You're left to fend for yourself in a place that never wanted you to begin with. Even when you think you've escaped it, it comes creeping in to remind you that it's always been there to pull you back into its clutches. Along the way, you find comfort in a place you didn't think you'd find it. You find love in someone you thought didn't want it. You find solace within yourself when you thought you've lost it. It all comes down to you. Are you going to fight for it or completely drown in it?

Unspeakable // Heid [COMPLETED] by im-baby-girl

"This... this shouldn't be happening. You're a married man and on top of that, you're my boss." Chapters : 16 + epilogue Total word count : 17, 494. Heid Fanfic Be sure to vote !! Hotch x Reid Spencer x Aaron Aaron Hotchner x Spencer Reid Best Rankings Received : #049 / 1,000+ : Aaron #175 / 1,000+ : FBI #028 / 1,000+ : Spencer #183 / 1,000+ : Reid #333 / 1,000+ : Spencerreid #300 / 1,000+ : Derekmorgan #310 / 1,000+ : Emilyprentiss #226 / 1,000+ : Penelopegarcia #527 / 1,000+ : Criminalminds #146 / 1,000+ : Hotch #484 / 1,000+ : Criminal #074 / 1,000+ : Rossi #001 / 455 : Bureau #001 / 060 : Heid #009 / 155 : Aaronhotchner #001 / 034 : Criminalmindssmut #001 / 024 : Hotchxreid

The Videotape by OrphAn3d

A videotape of a kidnapped victim was sent to the BAU, with no much time they have to find him before it's too late. But something is wrong with Spencer, and the team can't quite work out what, but something isn't adding up. What's wrong with Spencer? Who is this victim? Who is the unsub? and why is a member of their team smack bang in the middle of it all? All will be answered, so read on. **Warning** This is a Male x Male fanfic, if you don't like it please do not read!! Contains sexual violence, strong and offensive language.

Spencer's Little Sherlock of a sister by TransformerRouge

(WARNING this book will contain mentioning of Abuse and just bad parenting. if this triggers you or affects you in any way, I would suggest not reading but read at your own risk) <UNDER EDITING> Being the sister of a genus is difficult, Being the brother of a modern day female Sherlock Holmes is difficult. But being part of a team that treats you like friends, or a Sister, a Brother, a Son, a Daughter, and maybe something more, and that keep you safe from your past, it's hard to come by this, but when you do it's amazing. (this is a Criminal Minds fanfic and as much as I wish I could own Criminal Minds I can't sadly, so I couldn't find the creators of the TV show but if you can the rights go to them for making it. I only own my character Rouge.)

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❝𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫.❞ He hadn't always wanted to catch serial killers. Once, he had imagined that he would have wanted to have a stable, normal job like other people did. He imagined he would've envisioned himself as a doctor or a firefighter, but if he had wanted that, then he couldn't remember it. Instead, he sought out evil, seeking out killers and the worst parts of humanity. The first time someone else's blood stained his hands, he knew he would never forget the look in the person's eyes as they died. It haunted him and he knew. He hadn't always let himself be happy. Evan Austin had grown used to putting the wellbeing of others above himself, in helping them and making sure that they were safe rather than focusing on his own life. Having been told numerous times by someone that had meant to love him for who he was that he was broken beyond repair, that he was unfixable, Evan had come to terms with the fact that no one would ever truly know and love him for who he really was. He had accepted that he was not put on this world for the same reason others were. But then he meets the genius Spencer Reid and slowly, allows himself to accept that maybe there was a little slice of happiness for him out there too. [𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒] [𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄-]

The Analyst || Spencer Reid by katluvee

You have just finished graduate school successfully double majoring in Criminal Justice and Forensic Psychology. Along the way you had picked up an internship doing paperwork for the FBI, since you planned on being an agent once graduating. Your supervisor tells you about a job opportunity as a profiler in the Behavioral Analyst Unit in Quantico, Virginia. This story is a ReaderxSpencerReid fanfic. I promise it will be more detailed and better than the description. As a fair warning there will be descriptions of gore and horrific events. I will put trigger warnings. As well as some spoilers if you have not finished the series. 🏅1- #matthewgraygubler 🏅 1- #reidxreader 🏅 1- #Solving 🏅 6- #Spence 🏅 4- #bau

Reid and Reid Ship Oneshots by te_ipsum_occidere

Oneshots and short stories about Spencer Reid and Spencer Reid ships. Plenty of AU's in these stories. None of these stories are linked to each other; they are their own separate storylines, and are written in different time periods in the show- e.g. season 2, season 10, etc.. P.S. I wrote these stories over the span of, I'd say, three years, and it's remarkable how much my writing style differs from each chapter. So I'm basically saying, if you can't handle the cringe and inaccuracies, especially with my autism concept (I am autistic but that doesn't mean I can't be cringe with it 💀), then don't read, or just skip a few chapters in. Ranking system for how much I like them: ❤️- Was good 💛- Rushed/unfinished ending 🖤- Not very good 💖- One of my favorites

Wild Nights, Wild Nights || s.reid by persephonesgrace

["The second his lips touched yours, the roar of bad memories and gruesome crime scenes that always filled the silence in your mind dulled down to a whisper. The darkness of the world faded into an afterthought, barely a blip in the back of your mind. The demons stopped clawing at your throat and settled down to hibernate for the night. For the first time in years, you felt like you could breathe. No amount of booze in the world could have compared to that feeling. You had found a new distraction, a new way to forget, and he was highly addictive."] * Following a particularly grueling case and an unexpected night together, the reader and Spencer Reid become friends-with-benefits: no expectations, no strings attached, nothing more than just using each other for sex. But as the reader and Spencer grow closer despite their best efforts, ghosts from the reader's past begin overtaking her present, threatening the delicate thing between them. And though their arrangement is just meant to distract them both from the horrors of their day-to-day lives, the reader comes to find that some horrors just refuse to be ignored. Some ghosts just refuse to stay dead. _ Beautiful cover by Cynthia (or clarade on ao3)!!

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Tape and Glue

Spencer knew the facts. He knew the statistics and he knew the signs of an abusive relationship. This wasn't that though, no Nathan loved him, he at least knew that much. - He had tried to be as quiet as possible Streaks of blood were running down his face and into his eyes. But he didn't dare move... not even an inch. He heard his name being yelled but what if it was a trick? He had been tricked before... The floor was covered in his blood and first when the figure crouched down in front of him, he dared whisper a name.