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always & forever | 18+

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Reads 167,776
Votes 3,301
Parts 49
Time 11h 2m

Mature

When you lost the love of your life, how far would you go to get them back? When the one person who meant the world to you betrayed you, would you get your revenge? 

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"The thing about rules, Camille, is that they are so easily forgotten. Bent. Put on pause. Broken." 

"James..." I couldn't tell him to fuck off. I wanted to see what he would do. Fuck me in the board room? My mind was twisted. I wanted it.

"Tell me to stop, Miss Alder." The second button was now undone, dangerously close to revealing more of my body to him, "If you're so concerned about rules." His words were right in my ear again, the third button now popping open. "Tell me more about how respectful you are of your rules, baby...I want to hear you say no." 

James smelled so fucking good, like always, just like I remembered. "Tell me, Camille." He encouraged once he caught my gaze, but didn't take it any further. "Tell me to stop. And I'll stop."

A heavy silence ticked by and I knew that I lost the game.

"Don't stop." 

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MATURE CONTENT | 18+
Explicit sexual content, profanity, mafia and crime affiliation, description of torture, murder, self-harm, miscarriage. Mention of rape, mention of death, mention of cheating, mention of suicide.

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