MOONLIGHT SUNRISE, jess mariano (multiple)

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Tell me a lie. Whisper it soft enough that I almost believe you. Call it love if you want or don't call it anything at all. Just kiss me in the dark and let me forget my own name by the time the sun comes up.

Because this isn't forever. It can't be.

We can get drunk on wandering hands and stolen cigarettes, on insults that sound like affection, on silences that stretch too long to be safe. And tomorrow, when it hurts less to pretend, we'll act like none of it mattered. We'll shrug, we'll smirk, we'll turn away.

You'll throw your cards on the table (sarcasm, smirk, shoulder shrug) and I'll follow, reckless as always, even though we both know the ending. You'll let me. Because that's what you do: you let me, even when it costs you.

Break my heart, or I'll break yours first. Either way, it was always going to end like this.

Because somewhere out there, there's a blonde other. The ghost I'll always run back to. And you - you'll know it. You'll see it. You'll let it happen anyway, because for whatever little time we have, it's still real.

And when it's over, you won't say you told me so. You'll just light another cigarette, watch me walk away and wear that look; the one that says you knew all along.

But until then?

Kiss me in the dark.

gilmore girls
oc x jess mariano & tristan dugray
season 2 - onwards
(smut warning!)