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The pain inside me (Dazai angst)

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Reads 8,283
Votes 148
Parts 16
Time 58m

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angst chuuyanakahara comfort comfortsukoku cuddlinggays dazaiangst dazaitauma dazaixchuuya happyending homos minorcharactedeath moribeingapedophile moribeinghorrible osamudazai sadness soukoku

Dazai is a mastermind at hiding behind a mask of fake emotions covering up nothing but an empty shell. At least thats what he tells himself. This story is set when Dazai is at the ADA. 
TRIGGER WARNINGS
Mori-Pedophilia-self harm- dazai being dazai- suicide- sadness- disasociation- panic attacks- mori being a psychotic greasy bitch- Tortue, I will ass Tw at the start of chapters too.All Rights Reserved

angst chuuyanakahara comfort comfortsukoku cuddlinggays dazaiangst dazaitauma dazaixchuuya happyending homos minorcharactedeath moribeingapedophile moribeinghorrible osamudazai sadness soukoku

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Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } by heathereo

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Until I saw you [Reader x Dazai x Bungou Stray Dogs by Dragonette44

Transported into the realm of your favorite anime 'Bungo Stray Dogs' after a tragic accident, you discover that life in this new reality is anything but ordinary. With your faithful dog by your side, you must navigate the intricate dynamics of the Armed Detective Agency and their supernatural world. As you spend time in this new world, you embark on a quest to save this world and yourself with the help of your abilities, and find your place in the universe you dreamed of. However, you will have to face a great danger because of one prophecy about you in this world. What will you do to try to survive in this arsh world ? Hi guys ! It's my first time trying a fanfiction so I hope it will please you ^^ So if you want, you can give me some advice on some part of the story if you want so I can learn and make you a better story ! ^^

PIED PIPER | dazai osamu by dvtoyevsky

Dazai / reader | Your heart is lost; he had eaten it. Trapped in his web, your memories stretched thin against the cradle of his fingers; you are at his mercy. He had stitched you to his heart, carefully, burying you in your own echo...that echo being another echo...He says that it was for your own good; yet you still feel the stab of the needle, the knife cutting the thread loose, only to tighten you against his chest, becoming one. At the end of the day, by a mirror, you would ask yourself: Who was I? Who am I? Eve or Adam: Eve from his brittle rib, or Adam for creating Dazai into the man he was now? But the person staring back wouldn't be you.

My Psychiatrist || Soukoku by DazaiMancer

Started: March 18, 2023 Finished: November 18, 2023 Dazai is a 21 years old young man who was never cared by his parents, and was only seen as a tool for their dirty, and illegal, job. His parents' psychological, and sometimes physical, abuse rendered him mute. He had been hiding the scars which carved into his skin behind the bandages. He had been living in his alternative reality after a certain incident. Someday, he met with a young psychiatrist which made him feel the things he never felt before.

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permission

Dazai gets sick (Soukoku) by YumSushi4

Dazai after trying to drown himself in a river gets sick, but luckily a certain chibi is there to help him get better. This encounter leads to their relationship deepening, but will they be able to survive new missions? And will Dazai be able to hide his past from the ADA?

Undercare|| Fyozai by underthebuss

When your all lonely, wanting by a major mafia that you spend your 6 years in enough to know how strong they are, Port of Mafia is, or to know how far would Mori-san go for him back. So when i suppose you dont have much choice. So does Dazai. Forced himself to conntect his long term 2 years russian pen pal and he isnt who you think he is. ////////////////////// I must stop writing gay ass stories then never going back at them and not uplouding then jumpscare yall with real life facts☠️☠️☠️ Tw; toxic relationships, gore, ped@, possible sexual content, all fake, weapons,

Parted Entanglement { ③ } by heathereo

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Meadow Of Roses (Dazai x reader) by _pixxedewdrops_

After sacrificing yourself for Dazai. In your last words you tell Dazai something meaningful. After recovering you find out Dazai has gone missing but what goes through Dazai and your mind? Where is Dazai? --- I'll be using she/her pronouns. --- Y/n will be based off of Odasaku. Odasaku will not be an existing character in the story since y/n will be very similar to him in someways. --- To be easier to understand, the memories you'll read are not in chronological order. They're scattered, though some you can tell are in order but not all. I don't want to confuse readers thinking they're all in order. They're not. --- Warning, I'll be using sensitive topics that may not be comfortable with some readers, please be aware of that before reading! --- Started: December 20th 2020 Ended: April 12th 2021 --- Past Rankings: #1 dazaixreader #1 chuuya #1 chuuyanakahara #1 bungostraydogs #1bungostraydogsxreader #1 atsushi

In Memory of a Dark Era by CosmicOompaLoompa

[Dazai Osamu x Reader] The world knows you as a person with numerous masks and personalities all thanks to the immoral line of work you've decided to do... to survive. Your survival doesn't only rely on money, it also relies on the fact that your true identity is secured behind a number of people you've created and claimed to be. Just when you thought you were in the clear, however, the peace you've worked so hard to maintain was instantly snatched by the Armed Detective Agency, one of your clients. You considered this to be the product of that heavily, rooted misfortune you always had, but just for once, a breathtaking rose bloomed among the spines and it was unclear to you whether it contained an alluring salvation or an alluring devastation. ~~~~~~~~~~ Obviously, I'm the owner of the anime posing as a girl and writing a fanfic about Dazai. So don't report plz. K thanx.

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Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } cover

Until I saw you [Reader x Dazai x Bungou Stray Dogs cover

PIED PIPER | dazai osamu cover

My Psychiatrist || Soukoku cover

Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon cover

Dazai gets sick (Soukoku) cover

Undercare|| Fyozai cover

Parted Entanglement { ③ } cover

Meadow Of Roses (Dazai x reader) cover

In Memory of a Dark Era cover

Parted Entanglement { ⑤ }

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : unknown 🎨 Content Art Credit : unknown