The pain inside me (Dazai angst)
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Dernière publication mer., janv. 1, 2025
Dazai is a mastermind at hiding behind a mask of fake emotions covering up nothing but an empty shell. At least thats what he tells himself. This story is set when Dazai is at the ADA.
TRIGGER WARNINGS
Mori-Pedophilia-self harm- dazai being dazai- suicide- sadness- disasociation- panic attacks- mori being a psychotic greasy bitch- Tortue, I will ass Tw at the start of chapters too.
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