magical world

its been happening since I was a little girl, everytime I went to sleep that is. I wouldn't sleep, no I wouldn't dream. I would be transported to a different world, a magical world, a world where magic and fae and dragons existed. where I could be whoever and whatever I wanted. I was a fae, I was a vampire. I was both at once, no one could tell me what to do. I was happy, I was free, I could be me and not be jugded.

but all that seemed to change when I was turned 18, I no longer traveled in my dreams, I could no longer go back to that magical land. I was stuck in my world, I was stuck where I never wanted to be.