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I can't love him. - Johnnyboy

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dallaswinston darrycurtis gaylove internalisedhomophobia johnnyboy johnnycade lgbt love mlm ponyboyandjohnny ponyboycurtis romance sad sodapopcurtis steverandle theoutsiders twobitmathews

Ponyboy Curtis, a teenage boy in denial of being gay, finds a lovely and kind boy: Johnny Cade. Of course, this takes an impact on Ponyboy's love life.

Though, Ponyboy's mental state isn't in any condition for being in love with a boy.

He 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 be in love with a boy. 

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"I don't want to love you, Johnny."

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"Why not?"

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AGES: 
JOHNNY - 17
PONYBOY - 16
SODAPOP - 17
DARRY -All Rights Reserved

dallaswinston darrycurtis gaylove internalisedhomophobia johnnyboy johnnycade lgbt love mlm ponyboyandjohnny ponyboycurtis romance sad sodapopcurtis steverandle theoutsiders twobitmathews

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Dear diary, Today it got even harder to look at him. I felt as if my soul was on fire, because he wasn't looking at me. He was looking at her. And it would always be her. Ponyboy Curtis

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