I Wish I Was Straight
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Last published Mon, May 13, 2024
Minho's pov
My parents hate me they are homophobic and, I'm gay, I wish I wasn't
I hate myself
I'm pretty sure my friends don't actually like me and are only my friends because they pity me
Jisung's pov
I think I have a crush on my childhood bestfriend
I love my friends so much they are my entire life ♡
TW
Self-harm
Depression
⚠it's very cringe⚠
Also the writing is awful in this book just so you know
Also if this gets noticed I will update it otherwise I'll discontinue it for now
Rankings
#52 in gayboys 3/29/24
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"Jisung didn't understand. What even he means by being his? It's all he says... Mine, mine, mine. Like I'm some object. He didn't even know him. -I want to lock you up, so I can have you all for myself. - Lee Know whispered wiping away the smaller boy's tears. -You can't do that. That's illegal. - Jisung tried to reason with a trembling voice. -I can because you're mine. - He whispered. He was so possessive. " Han Jisung was an ordinary boy who was a little shy and used to overthink things a lot. Upon entering college in a completely new city he only wished to have a peaceful life and forget about the bullies of his old school. However, life is never too kind to Jisung as just on his first day he got targeted by Lee Know. The problem was, that Lee Know was not a bully, instead he was rumored to be a gang member, who claimed Jisung as his the moment he saw him. Jisung was unwillingly pulled into Lee Know's world. Full of violence, danger, and pain. Why? Jisung doesn't know, but he keeps discovering that he isn't the person he thought he was. ©Minnight ⚠️ Warning: This story contains sensitive content such as; violence, mental health issues, sexual themes, criminal acts, and more. Discretion is advised. For more warnings please read the introduction chapter before you start the story.
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