vents

TW: Suicidal ideation, self hate, self harm, panic attack desc, cursing, toxicness, and probably other things later
this is just a vent, don't read it if you don't wanna, don't say anything about it, just read at your own risk.
I will not use: Real names (Nicknames are fun), locations, personal info, etc. for my safety along with other people's safety.
Also If i have enough self confidence and prompt generators then imma post oneshots (NO PROMISES)