ConfussedLove
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MatureOngoing1h 26m
Last published Thu, Jul 7, 2016
Why is the life we live so judgemental ? Why do people call us a sin? Why are we so not excepted? Why do the world hate us ? As i sit on my apartment floor crying my eyes out the questions that seem to ponder in my mind? These questions are a typical teenage Lesbian thought?
"Moma please give me a chance to explain", kaylee yell." No get the hell out of my house and you better not take anything that i've paid for." Her mom yelled. "But mom its not the end of the world can you please try to understand, you never listen to me,"kaylee shouts back.
I couldn't believe my mom disowned me. I couldn't believe she could hate her own child. Im only 16 and i've had it rough my whole life. I love my mom so much but i hate her for the things she allowed to happen to me, the things she put me through. No matter what she done i always had her back. Even when i knew she had lied to me.
16 year young and going through it...exposesure, disownmeant, death, pain, unhappiness.
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