She really didn't mean to, it was an accident, she means it. And now she's empty again. But still, she couldn't help but be.. happy, at the outcome. She was in awe at having emotions, at how overwhelming they can be. She should have asked that strange girl more questions. If only she hadn't been so overwhelmed with emotions she had never felt before (which is all of them), then maybe she would have actually thought about why she wasn't allowed to know the rules of the challenge. Or the consequences.