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Band 1 || The Fear in me

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✔️BAND 1 || The Fear in me Reihe 

Ihr Leben war die Hölle, sie wollte aufgeben das tägliche Mobbing ging ihr unter die Haut und sie wollte nichts mehr als Freiheit, Ruhe, Frieden und Vorallem ein Leben. 
Der Alltag bestand aus Misshandlung ihres Vaters, ihrer Mitschüler und ihren Gedanken die sie nicht in ruhe ließen.
Seit Kindheit wuchs sie so auf. Ihre Mutter verängstigt und kann nicht weg.
Ein Kind was traumatisierte ist und nicht weiter mit all ihren Sorgen und Problemen soll. In ihren Augen, die einzige Lösung der Tod..

Doch was, wenn vier Jungs ihre Aufmerksamkeit ergattern, wenn sie auf einmal nicht mehr unsichtbar ist. Wer will sie wirklich und wer will mit ihr spielen. Wird sie ihre Spielchen überleben oder wird sie untergehen. Ein Untergang oder ein auferstehen? 
Wird einer der vier sie retten oder ihr Mörder sein. 
Wenn plötzlich alles einen Sinn hat und sie versteht wieso Menschen so handeln, das wir manchmal hinter die Masken gucken müssen die uns gezeigt werden. Und wie viel man bereit ist für die Liebe zu opfern? Liebe bringt Opfer, doch was wird ihr Opfer sein?

Ein Leben was sich in kürze in einen Albtraum verwandelt. 
Doch was wenn einer der vier sie fängt?
Wer wird es ernst meinen und wer nicht?

Beginn: 2.4.24

Ende: 29.9.24


🏅37# Depressionen - 21.9.24
🏅33# verliebt - 21.9.24
🏅28# sad - 22.9.24
🏅25# Depressionen 30.10.24
🏅26# sad - 5.11.24All Rights Reserved

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