Addicted to the Knife.
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Izuku Midoriya picked up a harmful coping skill back in middle school. When he was in middle school no one cared and after he left to U.A he was able to stay clean until one day..
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"When the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don't cry. They become silent. Completely silent." Katsuki Bakugou was taught to bottle every little feeling that would label him as weak. In a small town in 1990's Japan, this boy had created the worst version of himself, causing him to be haunted by his past actions everyday by the belief of what he thought was just one insignificant boy- Izuku Midoriya. After returning to the school his former bully once ran, Izuku returns with one goal; to feel anything but misery. The two boys found one way to communicate without awkwardness- writing letters. Slowly, they begin to speak and rebuild the fragile remains of their once-broken bond-two boys healing from a world of hurt, one scarred by home, the other by his own mind.
Midoriya's Breaking Points
Izuku Midoriya been living a pretty crappy life. Being born quirkless, being bullied by Bakugo and the rest of his group. His father working overseas, his mother constantly worrying about his depression, and even worse. His disability. Follow Midoriya in his breaking points Warning: Suicidal intents, Depression, Bullying, Self-harm, Heartbreak If you cannot handle those, this story is not for you. If you need help with those topics listed, receive help, from family, friends or even myself. You are not alone, and you are loved. Credit to the artist for the cover!Complete
Let me down slowly (suicidal deku)
Izuku Midoriya. A smart, kind, and empathetic person. He cared about saving people, especially his childhood friend. He wants to get closer to him but Katsuki pushes him away. He finally gives up and ends up messing up a lot. Hopefully he'll be able to put the pieces back together..Complete
Dealing With It (Todobaku)
Todoroki is dealing with an abusive father all by himself until one day his injuries are too much and he needs help from his classmate Katsuki Bakugou. ⚠️Warning⚠️ Abuse Cutting F-slur 🌈Gayness🌈 (if you're going to hate don't read) Attempted Suicide Torture Panic attacks Eating disorderComplete
Smoking Buddies ||BNHA Platonic Todobaku||Depressed Bakugo||
After the death of his best friend, along with abuse from his mother and ignorance from his father, Katsuki Bakugo went into depression. He relieves himself by smoking cigarettes, getting addicted to the smoke. It was all a secret of course..... Shoto Todoroki takes a detour from his normal lunch routine. He smells the familiar scent of smoke..... Note- Please DO NOT SMOKE. I know I am making a book about smoking, but it is really bad for your health, and don't want anybody following the same path. (Apparently I gotta rate this as mature, so warning for a suicide scene) Nothing belongs to me.Complete![Change [Depressed Izuku (BNHA/MHA, Tododeku)]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/205220202-256-k945014.jpg)
Change [Depressed Izuku (BNHA/MHA, Tododeku)]
[no quirk AU] (WARNING; story contains triggering themes such as self harm, suicide and abuse {TODODEKU}) After a fatal accident with his mother, Izuku Midoriya is taken in by his uncle. He transfers to a new middle school, where he decides to work as hard as possible. Midoriya Izuku has gotten into the prestigious high school, UA. This high school teaches students at a higher level than a normal school. Midoriya tried his best to cover up his mental health, but is discovered by few people. How can he learn to open up, if he has kept all his problems bottled up his whole life? COMPLETEDComplete
From Hatred
Midoriya Izuku never said a thing about Bakugo Katsuki's bullying. It was growing inside him, and eventually, it exploded. Bakugo's attitude towards Midoriya changed, for the worst and maybe for the best. "I wanted to know and I wanted to feel, but that was not my decision to make. I would wait patiently for him, even if he'd take eternity." "My heart melted a bit, from a feeling I had long forgotten. It felt like light sparks in my stomach, but not like the one I make out of anger with my quirk. It felt like tingles from my mum when I was young. It felt like a light breeze, in the middle of a hot summer. It felt like happiness, and maybe a bit like love." TW: panic attacks, eating disorder, suicide.Complete
Where's the Light at the End of the Tunnel
Katsuki Bakugo, a young boy with a lot of issues. hiding away in his mind not wanting help, wondering when things will get better, if they ever will. - READ AT YOUR OWN RISK- - Depression - Anxiety - Self Harm - Suicide - Swearing - Smoking - Drugs - Alcohol -fluff -smut I CLAIM NO RIGHTS TO ANY OF THE CHARACTERS. I ONLY CLAIM RIGHTS TO THE STORY LINE AND COVER ART.Complete
No Escape | Suicidal Todoroki x Suicidal Bakugou
"No matter what I do, it's never enough. It's killing me slowly with each passing day, and at this point, it's practically taken everything from me. Despite that, I can't stop. I just can't stop..." Shouto Todoroki develops an eating disorder that quickly consumes his life, and as his depression only worsens, more and more of his repressed trauma begins to bleed through old wounds. Unwilling to burden those around him with the thoughts and habits plaguing him daily, Todoroki feigns his happiness and dons a facade. But when Katsuki Bakugou starts to unravel Todoroki's lies, Todoroki's world also begins to unravel. What happens when Todoroki and Bakugou uncover each other's darkest secrets? ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Suicide attempts and threats of suicide ▪︎ Self-harm and self-destructive behaviors ▪︎ Abuse, murder, gore, violence ▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Substance abuse ▪︎ Dehumanization ▪︎ Gaslighting and victim blaming ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes & Disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ Read at your own discretion. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.
(COMPLETED) Saved From Ruin (Badass Deku/ Dadzawa)
Izuku Midoriya may seem like your average happy boy with a Quirk, who goes to school with a bright smile on his face.... However, his home life is in pieces. Ever since Izuku's father, Hisashi Midoriya, was arrested; Izuku's own mother took over the job as tormentor. When Izuku decides to take Kacchan's advice; will there be anyone to stop him? What happens when he gives in to his villainous habits? What happens when his journey awakens his hidden Quirk? Please vote; I know it's sh*tty but still😭💕 ⚠️Warning⚠️ •Slight gore •Self harm •Depression •Severe anxiety •Suicide attempts •Suicide 🏆Highest Ratings🏆 #52 erasermic #1 Abuseddeku #1 Izuwu #6 Depressedizuku _____________ I do not own BNHA All pics are off Pinterest Original Content please don't copy Thank you, Darlings💞💞Complete
"When the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don't cry. They become silent. Completely silent." Katsuki Bakugou was taught to bottle every little feeling that would label him as weak. In a small town in 1990's Japan, this boy had created the worst version of himself, causing him to be haunted by his past actions everyday by the belief of what he thought was just one insignificant boy- Izuku Midoriya. After returning to the school his former bully once ran, Izuku returns with one goal; to feel anything but misery. The two boys found one way to communicate without awkwardness- writing letters. Slowly, they begin to speak and rebuild the fragile remains of their once-broken bond-two boys healing from a world of hurt, one scarred by home, the other by his own mind.
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