After his sister's death, Nicolas became the legal guardian of her daughter, Wren.
His whole world is turned upside down as he tries to fall into a new routine with his niece, and his best support at the moment is his sister's best friend, Arden - who also happens to be his ex-girlfriend.
He would have done anything to be with her at one point. But right now, how can he think about anything other than Wren? Still, Ari has been there any time he needed her to be, and there's no denying how Wren adored her. Aside from that, Nick is reluctant to get close to anyone given the history of one person after another that he had lost.
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"It's fine. I should be going anyway." She stood, but instead of leaving, a look of concern washed over her face. "What's wrong?" she asked, stepping toward me.
"Nothing," I said, curious why she suddenly asked. She reached up and swiped a finger across my face. I felt a wetness streak across my cheek under her finger.
"It's, uh," I couldn't find the words. Something that has been an issue lately. "You know, I just haven't been able to explain the whole Bri thing to Wren."
"It's hard to explain something you don't understand yourself," she said softly.
"Yeah, I guess," I replied. She moved again to step around me; before I could stop myself, I reached out a hand to grab hers. "Don't go," I whispered.
She smiled, and for a moment I thought maybe she had hoped I would ask her to stay.
TW: Death, alcoholism
"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely.
"I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly.
"Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake.
"Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake.
"Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully.
"Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat.
I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach.
"What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking.
"Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says.
My eyes slightly widen.
Fuck.
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A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable.
Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless?
Will Lilith finally remember Billie?
Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person?
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(This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.)
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AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind.
Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur.
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