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The Life I Almost Lived

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Parts 34
Time 3h 55m

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drama emotional lifestory mature relationship romance teenlove teenromance youngadult

"If you truly wish to be with me, know this..." He whispers into the darkness while holding me, "I will control you, command you and tell you what to do." I remember how my eyes burst wide open and I tried to pull free. I completely freaked out. Who the hell did he think he was?
"Stop, listen till the end."
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Mature content; read with your own discretion.
English is my second language, forgive me for my vocabulary or lack of and typos of course.
The story is partly based on my own life, my past and my memories.
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