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The Life I Almost Lived

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Parts 34
Time 3h 55m

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drama emotional lifestory mature relationship romance teenlove teenromance youngadult

"If you truly wish to be with me, know this..." He whispers into the darkness while holding me, "I will control you, command you and tell you what to do." I remember how my eyes burst wide open and I tried to pull free. I completely freaked out. Who the hell did he think he was?
"Stop, listen till the end."
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Mature content; read with your own discretion.
English is my second language, forgive me for my vocabulary or lack of and typos of course.
The story is partly based on my own life, my past and my memories.
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A Forever That Lasted by didishay

"Everything I need is here," he whispered in my ear. I looked into his eyes, only to see me in them. He pulled me closer; we were just inches away from each other his breath was fanning my face. I could hear our heart beat in a rhythm, being this close to him; I could feel his heart hammering in his chest. His grip tightened around my waist as he placed his other hand on my cheek. My hands were on his chest, holding his shirt which seemed like my only support as my knees felt like jelly! It seemed so magical. We were so lost in each other, he leaned closer and my eyes shut automatically. As soon as his lips met mine, a thousand fire crackers started bursting in my head, there were goosebumps on my skin and butterflies in my stomach. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Should you tolerate anything in a relationship just to make it work or because he's your first love? Because sometimes, for a FOREVER you will have to fall in love all over again..

~ Our Heartless Fate by Wicked_666

I tried to ignore them as he whispered seriously, "Eyes on me baby." FUCK IT!!! THOSEEEEE BUTTEERRFFLLIIEESS!!!! 'I know he is flirting, he gotta be flirting, he isn't serious', I reassured myself to calm down the butterflies. I said in a teasing tone, "Why? Jealous, Babe?" He laughed bitterly, his face still near my neck, he said, "Why would I be jealous of someone like him?!!" I deliberately turned my face to show my narrowed eyes to him, but our eyes locked. I was so lost in those beautiful eyes of his that I became unaware of my surroundings. It was just us in that moment. Read the damn story if u want to know wtf is happening.

Deadly Passions by muffin_made_me_do_it

"Yea it's painful that he doesn't feel the same way, even more so that I can have such deep feelings for a boy...you know what, my whole body is just feeling painful." And I wasn't joking, my chest my chest was paining me and I found myself not being able to breathe. I was starting to hyperventilate. I could feel myself slipping in and out of consciousness but could still hear faint voices calling out to me but I only use my mouth to grasp for the air that wasn't coming to me. Then everything went dark...

Wings of Butterflies by herview

Hoping to shake this human off once and for all, I twisted my body around rapidly with a plan to put my words into action. When I was on my way to push this man as deep into the floor as possible my body all of the sudden went rigid. When my body froze solid, so did my brain. It took me several seconds to get out of my trance and when I finally did, all that was running through my mind were two words. Those eyes. All of the feelings that I had been hiding for the last 160 years were now coming crashing down on me. They were literally shooting out from this human's eyes like fire. A fire that burned into my core.

Save Me by LunarDivinity

I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.

THE CONTRACT (The Chosen Series #2) by knightwaters

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The College Professor (18+ Mature Content) by sexualkiki

"You make me feel things I've never felt, I just want you to know that." He whispered, pulling me into the shower. I put myself into the water, letting it run down my body and into my hair. I thought for a long second about his words and how I realized this crush was simply a need for his sex. And I never thought it would get this far. I didn't want to fall in love..

His, Forever ✔️ by diebabyxo

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A Bad Boy's Worst Nightmare (Book 1) by shadowed_descent

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.Firefly. by ana124654

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A Forever That Lasted

"Everything I need is here," he whispered in my ear. I looked into his eyes, only to see me in them. He pulled me closer; we were just inches away from each other his breath was fanning my face. I could hear our heart beat in a rhythm, being this close to him; I could feel his heart hammering in his chest. His grip tightened around my waist as he placed his other hand on my cheek. My hands were on his chest, holding his shirt which seemed like my only support as my knees felt like jelly! It seemed so magical. We were so lost in each other, he leaned closer and my eyes shut automatically. As soon as his lips met mine, a thousand fire crackers started bursting in my head, there were goosebumps on my skin and butterflies in my stomach. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Should you tolerate anything in a relationship just to make it work or because he's your first love? Because sometimes, for a FOREVER you will have to fall in love all over again..