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Y/n Diaz, the new rookie (re-write)

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Y/n Diaz, the new rookie re-write!!! i'm going to change the ending to where she doesn't kill herself because after that, i wanted to write sooo bad and i couldn't think of anything to write. so here i am now. re-writing this!! it's going to be A LOT better! hope you enjoy!!

⚠️this story will have a lot of trigger warnings such as, self harm, eating disorders, purging and suicidal thoughts.⚠️

Y/n Diaz is 26 years old and decided she wanted to be a police officer. she struggles with her mental health after some bullying back in high school, they told her she was fat and should starve herself, so she did. but she continues starving herself as she still thinks she's too fat. why is she like this? why does she hate herself?All Rights Reserved

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"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

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