The Red Spiral𖦹

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Parts 25
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Reads 562
Votes 28
Parts 25
Time 1h 56m

Mature

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in which Castiel slowly loses his grip on reality.

trigger warning for eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. 

(my biggest story yet !!)All Rights Reserved

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