Prologue: What if... Common word for people who are not sure for their future lives... "What if..." I'll really kill this man beside me... "What if???" "Just shut up." I glare at him with my dagger eyes. He bends his head toward the floor and started to sob... "Can't you s-see that I-I-I love y-you???" He was stammering... "SHUT UP CRYBABY!!!!" Covers my ears "I CANNOT LOVE YOU!!! CAN'T YOU NOT UNDERSTAND??!!" I yell out loud.... Those words were the worst lie ever... I love him, more than anything.... More than MY life....