Who am I, actually?
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emilia_noise
Ongoing, First published Apr 05, 2024
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"Who am I actually?" is a heartwarming short story in which a teenager is suddenly confronted with the big questions about their own gender and sexuality and discovers how wonderful it can be to suddenly no longer feel different and alone, but as part of a queer community.

CN: Deadnaming, dysphoria, depersonalization/dissociation, depression, bullying, trans & queer hostility

Even if the story is not currently classified as "mature", the above-mentioned topics are sometimes dealt with more or less strongly, and gender dysphoria in particular is addressed more frequently (often in the form of depersonalization). The language used is kept simple.
The classification can be changed at any time.

This story was originally published in German (see my profile).
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