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Parts 5
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In this cruel world we need to walk forward so that we won't left behind,kailangan nating sumubay sa agos ng buhay.

All this time I've been lying to myself that I'm fine,I hide my emotion and I hide everything,I didn't tell anyone that I  suffer a lot kasi ayaw kung ma feel na pabigat ako.

Sa una,nakaya pa nya.

Pero nag tagal parang di na... I'm also a human I also get tired.



Kahit masakit ang dinaranas ko sa kamay ng mga taong minahal ko.Ito parin ako trying to prove my worth kahit ang sakit sakit na.



Makakaya ko pa kayang bumangon?I badly wanted to drown my self in the ocean kasi di kona kaya pagod na ako.

Kakayanin ko pa kayang humarap sa mga taong minsan konang minahal?mga taong pinagkaitan ako sa lahat?yung taong una dapat sumuporta sakin,sinira ako.

Magulo diba?

Ganyan talaga ang Buhay.Minsan nasa ibaba Minsan nasa taas.

Pero paano kung ang sinasabi nilang nasa taas ay parang empyerno na.gusto ma bang manatili or gusto mo ng umalis.

I'm not scared of hell,my life is already hell.







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This story is a work of fiction. All names, Characters, lacations and incidents are products of the author's imaginations. Any resemblance to actual persons, things, living or dead, locales or events is entirely coincidental.All Rights Reserved

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