The Forced Loner

My world is a lot and as somebody who sees it for its raw and brutal way, I say this is the utmost certainty.
'We are consumed in a race; we shall not win no matter how much we push harder, because soon enough you'll push yourself of the cliff or be pushed.' I repeat this sentence over, and over again.
as my parent told me it almost as if they were warning me.

after her parents died, she had nobody. she's left no choose but to run and hide in the woods growing up on her own...
along with my thought of being left along as I was the only quadbrid ever... if they sense my power, I might have every supernatural after my neck, but they don't even know I exist, I'm supposed to be a myth even for the supernatural, I'm not suppose to be possible... I shut down knowing I can't find my mate knowing I can't live like normal wolves even if I did find my mate on my wolf would be in love not my fox idk what I'll do. but I didn't want to put harm on the innocent. I pushed away. I ran from my fear of becoming known just to become hunted and forced to be a loner, forced to hide. until I choose to fight.

can she write her story in peace or with things have to get bloody as body's fall instead kneeing at her sight.

now it's just a matter of time to see if she can find her mate (and have him accept her or would he reject her and her trouble life she brings) and survive as Shes been slowly hidden and fighting for survival on her own for 7 years. now at 20 she doesn't have relationships, 7 years she's too scared to afraid of what is to come if she lets herself relax for a split second to let herself love. it's all confusing us just as much her what will she do? when all Shes ever loved where her parent who passed. what will she do when all she ever knows is train, train, train? what will become when her instincts our kill or be killed? I guess we'll find out.