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The Beginning [TOXIC BUT LOVE]

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After a dark horrible past Elena Blackwood finally took the onerous step scarcely leaving it just to wander in her nights rather than letting its memories hunt her life. With a pencil in her fingers along with few colors of nature and an ambition in her eyes she came to Winchester to learn and show the world the beauty of art, the same art which brought her out from the darkness she trapped herself in years ago, the same art which become her companion in her toughest time but...
 just one night and everything changed when she was captured by some mystery man, a man who was no less than the incarnation of devil in human form.

Nicolas Davis was a Lion in sheep's cloths, a mystery in himself. Renowned businessman in the eyes of the world but famous underworld mafia king under covers. The only colors exist for him was red, the color Elena feared and hated the most. 

One look at her and she became his obsession, and he dragged her forcefully in his world, a world full of blood and deaths to make her his deadly possession.

For him she became his, the moment he laid his eyes on her but was she ready to accept it.

Once again, the colors Elena filled started dissolving in red and it was just

THE BEGINNING



"She was an artist, what else can you expect from an artist other than beauty, confusion and a goddamn soul. Afterall she very well knows how to carve others on just the tip of her pencil"

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If you loves to dive in the sinful world of bloodbath, deaths, deadly possession and obsession trust me on it, this book is for you and it's a promise there is no word for disappointed here but beware, because it's not a fairytale and don't forget to check the warning and hastags before.All Rights Reserved

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