The Beginning [TOXIC BUT LOVE]
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the_asheslove
Ongoing, First published Apr 09, 2024
Mature
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After a dark horrible past Elena Blackwood finally took the onerous step scarcely leaving it just to wander in her nights rather than letting its memories hunt her life. With a pencil in her fingers along with few colors of nature and an ambition in her eyes she came to Winchester to learn and show the world the beauty of art, the same art which brought her out from the darkness she trapped herself in years ago, the same art which become her companion in her toughest time but...
 just one night and everything changed when she was captured by some mystery man, a man who was no less than the incarnation of devil in human form.

Nicolas Davis was a Lion in sheep's cloths, a mystery in himself. Renowned businessman in the eyes of the world but famous underworld mafia king under covers. The only colors exist for him was red, the color Elena feared and hated the most. 

One look at her and she became his obsession, and he dragged her forcefully in his world, a world full of blood and deaths to make her his deadly possession.

For him she became his, the moment he laid his eyes on her but was she ready to accept it.

Once again, the colors Elena filled started dissolving in red and it was just

THE BEGINNING
 (Book 1 of TOXIC BUT LOVE series)

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"She was an artist, what else can you expect from an artist other than beauty, confusion and a goddamn soul. Afterall she very well knows how to carve others on just the tip of her pencil"

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If you loves to dive in the sinful world of bloodbath, deaths, deadly possession and obsession trust me on it, this book is for you and it's a promise there is no word for disappointed here but beware, because it's not a fairytale and don't forget to check the warning and hashtags before.

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It wasn't really the result I was looking for. In fact, it was even better. I never really thought that this would happen to me. I never believed someone could love, well, me. But they did. He did. And despite his 'reputation', despite his lifestyle, despite everything everyone had ever told me, I loved him just as unconditionally. But will everything stay in harmony? How long will my paradise last for until my past comes back? Will they haunt me? Catch me? Kill me? "Livia? Tiago?" I ask, my voice breaking slightly. If they're here, then.... "Where is he? Where's-" "Gattina." All the breath in my lungs disappear as I turn to find the source of the voice. Half-way through my turn, I can see his dark silhouette at the end of the hallway. When I breathlessly say my next word, it feels as if I can breathe properly again for the first time in over a month. "Lupo." I run towards him without a second thought, sprinting full speed at him, and jump into his awaiting arms. He engulfs me in the warmest hug I've ever felt, entrapping me entirely - not that I mind. I cry in joy at finally being reunited with him as I bury my head into his neck, burrowing myself into him and vowing never to let him go again. Unwrapping myself from him, I look up at into his eyes. They're filled with love and relief, the same emotions I imagine my eyes are filled with. That quickly changes when his face contorts into one of pain. "Cole?" my brows furrow in confusion. He lets out a pained and strangled noise before he drops to his knees, collapsing at my feet. I gasp when I see Viktor behind him, holding a bloodied knife. A/N: Hey guys. Be prepared for dark themes, mature language, mature scenes, and so much more. Enjoy the roller-coaster, you are locked in... - Potential PTSD triggers! - BDSM themes! - Mentions of rape. - Mentions of abuse. - Mentions of torture. - Gun play! - Knife play! - Dark kink! (Warnings will be put at the beginning of potential trigger chapters)

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