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Looking Back

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"It's crazy how someone who used to be a huge part of your life can be gone in a second"


It all started with one text message. 

Just one. 

It wasn't really the context of the text message that made my heart stop it was the person it was from. I thought we were done never to be best friends or friends for that matter ever again but here he was after 3 years of no contact of all. I didn't want to hear from him ever again but we don't always get what we want or maybe it's just my life that's been cursed. I know one thing is for sure, I never wanted to see him again. I was done with him and I didn't plan on looking back.   

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