My Angel: Alaina and Santiago
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My Angel started to play as I thought about what I should do with all this information.
I watched his eyes furrow and his eyes tighten. His breathing started to get heavier.
Dreams are dreams
some dreams come true
I found a real dream
Baby when I found you
You're so strong
But
Tender too
Your my Angel
I sang to him.
Watching him in such a vulnerable state show's me how he's always been here for me. Even when I didn't know. I never knew how much he'd put me first. How much he cared about me and my issues. I kinda felt bad because why am I just now catching on to him and what's going on? I feel so self absorbed. There were plenty times even days at a time when he was obviously stressed and I looked past it because he told me too. But he wouldn't do the same to me.
He's seen all the raw versions of me. Even going through even going through these trial and tribulation he still made time. Now that I'm watching every complete version. Piecing every version of his life together.
Listened to his father on the flip phone and my parents sitting with me trying to calm me down. The pieces he felt he had to hide, I couldn't find it in me to hate him. I should be scared and angry.
But I couldn't love him more.
I'm officially in love my my best friend.... And a Mafia Boss...
A/N: I'm bored so y'all gone be bored wit meeee. I'm not a real writer sooo ntm on my book😬.MY FIRST BOOK TFFFF
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