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I Still Hear Trains At Night

thelegendaryruhroh

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Title is a lyric stolen from This Is A Fire Door Never Leave Open by The Weakerthans :))

This is a collection of deranged ramblings. I'm trying to unlearn shame by sharing pieces of myself here.

Uploaded this to the internet as a way of saying, "Hey, I'm here too!"All Rights Reserved

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My Life, My Story

My story. My life. You're only allowed to read this, ♡ if you won't judge ♡ make any nasty rude comments ♡ if you know me, won't look at me any differently, nor pity me. 🚫Warning 🚫 Contains: weight/numbers, self-harm etc. Read at your own risk. I just want to share my story with the world.