I'm a college student studying something i always thought as a child, was something only boring and old, and gifted people do. Yes, you're right. I'm studying that. Engineering, to be precise. On top of it, my all consuming mind and thoughts make it difficult to navigate this academic field where i struggle to juggle my side interests(which somedays feel like my main interests) and my career(or lack thereof!). It's like having two identities with no absolutely no overlap. Like none.
These are two major problems but as you can guess, they are not all of them as I am a woman(I am not generalizing here!) and a person. This year(which is my senior year) feels especially significant, turbulent and slower than usual like those seconds before a time bomb is about to go off. So come along with me before it does, or doesn't because i honestly don't know.