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I Feel Scared and I'm Starting to Sink - [Firstfriendshipping]

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Mature

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TW: Depression, sh. (More may be added)

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You know those stories Ash is overpowered, taking revenge in angry outbursts. But what if he suffered silently?

-- Ash got into a very fancy Pokémon school along with Goh and many other friends of his. But Ash never wanted to be stuck in a school- he wanted to explore the world and be FREE. He felt trapped, a bird with chipped wings and tied to a metal pole, the light shining down on him, so beautifully burning him.




Title is from the song "Ship in a Bottle" by Fin Argus.
Pokemon does not belong to meeeeAll Rights Reserved

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Pokemon Wizard - The Beginning√ by YaoiYurishipper

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The Memories That Follow by chespinfan

After Leaving everything back in Kalos, Ash worries about the decisions he had made that day. " I regret Everything" He always says to himself. Ash has tried over and over to just forget those memories yet they always come back. He had forgotten about those memories, until one Pokemon League changed it all. (This is a story about amourshipping. It will Have events different from the actual anime but they will be very similar. For context, ash will be 11 in the beginning of the story and so will Serena. For the sake of good upload times. I sadly won't write any battle scenes since they could take too long and I'm not very good with them.)

Our Promise, Our Future by JohtoAmour64

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