Finding My Way Home
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This book is a collections of poems about a girl named Emily. She meets a boy who she believes to be the solution to all of her problems in life but she is quickly proven wrong. Emily becomes sucked into a whirlwind of abuse and emotional turmoil losing her self day by day more and more. Until the unthinkable happens and Jared her boyfriend commits suicide leaving her to have to deal with the relief of not having to withstand the abuse anymore but also with guilt ,making her feel like its all her fault. And finally having to deal with her own devilish thoughts. Join her on this journey of pain, heartbreak, love, self worth and so much more as she heals from the unthinkable through poetry. Watch her find her way back home to Jesus.
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