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Behind My Dreams
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Ongoing, First published Apr 07, 2015
I've crossed some kind of invisible line. I feel as if I've come to a place I never thought I'd have to come to. And I don't know how I got here. It's a strange place. A little recognition came into my mind. Am I already been here ? When ? And where ? I don't know. I feel confused and it's killing me.

Then I realize, it is just a dream so why bother confuse myself but then I met someone from my dream, I don't know but it feels like I know him so much that it makes my heart beat so fast. This dreams are so frustrating that makes me wonder, is there a story behind my dreams ?
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I feel so indecisive What should I do? Without you is hell Uncertainty is all I feel How am I supposed to accept, The bitter fact That no matter what we do We're not meant to be? It's you - my forbidden happiness This love tears me into pieces.