Vacant

I feel so tired...
"Why?"

Everyday is a constant battle
the same routine, the same struggle
the same exhaustion, the same pain
the same disappointment again and again
the same feeling of not being enough
the same stress and fatigue
amd the fight against the rough
the same things I keep longing for
something different, something more
but I feel like i am stuck, so helpless
I am trapped and empty, lost in abyss
I keep fighting and trying my best
but it's never enough, I am trapped
every breath suffocates me
I feel so tired..................

"My darling ,,,
you will never be unloved by me
you are too well tangled in my soul."