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The Self-conscious Submissive

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Reads 121,545
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Parts 162
Time 31h 34m

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This is Book 2 of the Selfish Submissive

You do not need to read book one to enjoy this book but it will help you to understand some details that are discussed in this book.

Follow Dylan, & Trinity as they continue their BDSM lifestyle with the new addition to their relationship Monica. 

Monica is Trinity's feisty best friend who has been looking for a dom to give her the submissive life she desires. Monica is smart, beautiful, sassy, and very self-conscious. She's finally found the Dom of her dreams who just so happens to be her Boss and the Dom of her Best friend Trinity.

 Can Monica submit to Dylan and become the Submissive she desires to be for her or will she find herself Domless once again?

***In the Process of Editing***


*Poly Relationship*
*BDSM*
*Hasn't Been Edited (On the to-do List)All Rights Reserved

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Pieces of Her

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