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louis had way too many anxiety attacks. his life was spiraling out of control. he hated himself. every part of him. he always came home to his parents verbally (and sometimes physically) abusing him. he really couldn't take it anymore. while standing so close to the edge, louis was saved by a certain curly boy that louis really hated. this boy was none other than his mom's friend's son, harry styles. louis' family thought that harry was amazing. they always admired his wonderful charisma and education and they were always comparing louis to harry. louis hated harry. he thought that his life was perfect; that harry's life was exactly how louis wanted to live his life. harry was always so damn happy and he had nothing to worry about, ever. but what louis didn't know was that harry wasn't living such a perfect life. harry had a secret life, a life that he never shared with anyone else. 
but when louis stops hating him, and gets close to harry, he's determined to break that wall and get harry to open up about his secret, and possibly fall in love with him along the way.All Rights Reserved

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I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Kiss Me Goodnight (L.S.) by missingstylinson14

Harry's life was perfect. Stunning girlfriend. Good friends. The picture perfect idea of his future after graduation. So when his mother uprooted his life to move to a different country, Harry Styles couldn't wait to get back to it. But in the meantime, making friends is probably a good move. Meeting the boy next door, Louis Tomlinson, Harry feels lucky to find a good group to help him get through the year. That is until it becomes increasingly more obvious to him that maybe he's looking for something more in his new friend than a bit of company. Struggling to come to terms with this life altering realization, Harry turns to Louis for comfort, but will a budding relationship and a new life full of secrets come between Harry and the life he's always pictured for himself?

at last (h.s. + l.t.) (boyxboy) by mullingrr

Two boys meet by coincidence and improve one another's lives forever. Harry had always been wide eyes and dimply smiles. Louis, however, had always been fixed on something more indescribable. Harry had been innocent, kind and very optimistic. Louis could see a flower and only think of how long it could survive before dehydration. Harry had a deep love for the world, despite the aching pain in his chest from his mother. Louis hadn't ever met anyone so remarkable. And Harry could say the same about his Louis. {Warning; some strong language, descriptive scenes, mention of self harm, suicide and drug use. All rights go to @mullingrr, any copying or redistribution of this story will be fraud and legal action will be taken. Copyright 2014 @mullingrr.}

It Just Kind Of Happened by heylarrystylinson

TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION/ANXIETY Louis wasn't looking for love but he's fed up with Eleanor's games and when something drastic happens with the conserved, mystery boy, Harry Styles, what's to happen? Will they fall in love? Will they seek sanity in each other? Or will they completely fall apart and be force to move on?

Past lives by itstilliswhatitis

Louis hated Harry. He was walking around like he was superior, thinking he was so hot and sexy. Well, Louis could see right through it. They had been in a band together for almost two years and Louis avoided him at any cost. What he couldn't avoid on the other hand was how fucking clumsy Harry was. One night Harry tripped on stage and pushed Louis over the edge. While he was unconscious a woman appeared and told him that he had an old soul and that he had lived many lives. She said that she wanted to show him some of those lives to make him realize something. It wasn't like he had anything better to do, being unconscious and all that so he agreed. So he went on some freaky journey in his mind and he couldn't even get away from Harry when he was passed out because every life he had lived included one certain green-eyed boy by his side... Purely fictional. Trigger warning: death

Life In The Boys Home {Larry Stylinson} *Completed* by 1DFan86

Harry is too shy and cowardly. Everyone knows he's gay. Thats the reason he was sent to the boys home. Harry is in love with louis and has been since he was 12. Louis is dating Master Cowells daughter. But, Harry continues to fall deeper and deeper in love with the boy known as Louis. Harry meets Zayn.. and well.. Zayn helps him out.. But he gets Harry's help with Tod in return. Will Harry and Louis be together in the end or will he die alone and in love with the same boy from when he was 12? Have you ever wondered what its like in a boys home? Maybe you are a boy in the boys home? Well my names Harry and this is my story. Basically I am hopelessly in love with a boy that goes by the name of... Louis. Tomlinson. My friends Tod Liam and Niall try to help me with getting him to notice me but I am a coward. I met the guy named Zayn and he practically forces me to talk to Louis.. which I don't mind. I am gonna start this story off with my first encounter with this lad and how it lead me to where I am today.

𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒌 (𝑳𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆) by harrys_feen

[Enemies to lovers] Harry and Louis practically hated each other. They were step brothers. Harry's mom was now married to Louis father. Harry was gay and he was all out. He didn't really care what anyone thought of him, the only person's opinion he really cared about was his moms. And his mom was so happy when she heard the news. Harry was very much like a girly girl. He loved getting his nails and toes done, he loved curling his hair, he loved wearing smirks and he loved doing his makeup. And he loves everything PINK🌸. Louis was the total opposite... so we thought. He loved women, he loved all the guys things. As in, football, or any sports really. He loved playing online games, he liked going to parties and hanging out with his guy friends. and, he hated Harry. He hated the fact that harry was gay and was out. He hated that harry was so comfortable with himself and confident, if irritated Louis to death. The two boys are basically forced to live in the same house when their parents end up married. They've hated each other from the get go, ever since their parents started dating a year ago. They were two different types of people so of course, all odds were against each other. But something changes one day...

September Snow • Larry Stylinson by loveloudlarry

It's been one year since Louis committed suicide, leaving Harry broken and completely depressed. He doesn't dare go outside and has no intentions of socializing with anyone ever again. His best friend, Niall, is left to help pick up the pieces of this never ending mess. Will Harry realize that there's more to life than torturing himself over the past?

If I Could Fly by carriejamesjll

After years of being Harry Styles best friend, Louis doesn't see how anything could possibly come between them. After all, they love each other.... a little too much it would seem. When Louis has to move to L.A for a while, and leave his best friend behind, he never expects so much to happen whilst he is gone. He certainly doesn't expect to loose his best friend on top of it all. Then years later, having long since lost contact, an unexpected situation brings the pair face to face once again. Will they find it in them to forgive one another... maybe find the start to something new. After all, if Harry could fly, it would be right back home to Lou.

Fine Line || L.S. by snugglewithlou

(completed) "...hey, Harry. It's Louis...... um, yeah. Listened to the album tonight. It's really good mate. Um, yeah, just real, impressed. I was kinda putting it off, ya know, didn't know if I wanted to listen to it. Saw you went on James and, uh, Saturday Night Live. Couldn't watch you, have a hard time watching you on these things....... Anyway, mate, just thought I would drop a line. Don't need to call me back. Alright." Louis listens to Fine Line, and, drunk, he leaves a voicemail for Harry after months of not speaking. This reminds Harry of a time before everything fell apart, slowly, painfully, a time when the two of them were still in love. And he desperately wants to go back.

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I'm not Crazy (Larry)

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)