louis had way too many anxiety attacks. his life was spiraling out of control. he hated himself. every part of him. he always came home to his parents verbally (and sometimes physically) abusing him. he really couldn't take it anymore. while standing so close to the edge, louis was saved by a certain curly boy that louis really hated. this boy was none other than his mom's friend's son, harry styles. louis' family thought that harry was amazing. they always admired his wonderful charisma and education and they were always comparing louis to harry. louis hated harry. he thought that his life was perfect; that harry's life was exactly how louis wanted to live his life. harry was always so damn happy and he had nothing to worry about, ever. but what louis didn't know was that harry wasn't living such a perfect life. harry had a secret life, a life that he never shared with anyone else. but when louis stops hating him, and gets close to harry, he's determined to break that wall and get harry to open up about his secret, and possibly fall in love with him along the way.