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louis had way too many anxiety attacks. his life was spiraling out of control. he hated himself. every part of him. he always came home to his parents verbally (and sometimes physically) abusing him. he really couldn't take it anymore. while standing so close to the edge, louis was saved by a certain curly boy that louis really hated. this boy was none other than his mom's friend's son, harry styles. louis' family thought that harry was amazing. they always admired his wonderful charisma and education and they were always comparing louis to harry. louis hated harry. he thought that his life was perfect; that harry's life was exactly how louis wanted to live his life. harry was always so damn happy and he had nothing to worry about, ever. but what louis didn't know was that harry wasn't living such a perfect life. harry had a secret life, a life that he never shared with anyone else. 
but when louis stops hating him, and gets close to harry, he's determined to break that wall and get harry to open up about his secret, and possibly fall in love with him along the way.All Rights Reserved

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Fame Changed Everything (Larry Stylinson) by Larrys_Girl

Harry and Louis have always been best friends, ever since they were little. They did everything together and were practically attached at the hip. When they turned fourteen, they realized they had more than friendly feelings for each other and started a relationship. Everything was going well for the two boys, their friends and family accepting them immediately and all. However, that was until they turned sixteen and Harry auditioned for The X-Factor. Louis went there to support him along with Harry's mother, stepdad, sister, aunt and cousins. He was happy for him because Harry's biggest dream had always been to become a singer. However, what he nor anybody else expected was for Harry to end up second place in the competition, which also made him become successful all over the world. Suddenly, he was gone, and thanks to the fame, Louis and Harry drifted apart. Though, they never officially broke up. Louis was heartbroken when the curly haired lad started ignoring him, but there was literally nothing he could do about it. He'd tried everything to get in touch with Harry again. So, what happens when Harry takes a break from his tour two years later to go home and visit Holmes Chapel? Will Louis and Harry ever get back with each other or are they never going to get along again? What if things only get even worse? © All Rights Reserved 2017. Larrys_Girl Highest Rankings: #1 in Louis #1 in Larrystylinson #5 in Onedirection #5 in Larry

Unknown Pain [Larry Stylinson] by solelyhaz

Harry Styles has secretly been in love with Louis Tomlinson from the very first day he laid eyes on him, but Harry must keep this a secret for the band's sake. Stress, conflicts and just being around Louis begin to make Harry question his ability to keep pretending that Louis is not everything to him. Hating others and himself, taking his own life comes to mind more than once. One night, the unthinkable happens; and this causes Harry to lose all control. The matchmaking skills and advice from Niam will not help and Eleanor is only making it worse. Harry is sure Louis will never love him back. Or will he? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ { Disclaimer; all characters in this fictional story have NO connection to their actual personas besides their physical appearances and names. All personalities of the characters are simply created from my own imagination, and used for no purpose other than, story telling. } ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I hope you enjoy(-:

Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed} by larrywanks

"No one knows?" "Nope." "No strings attached?" "Nope." "Fine." --- Louis Tomlinson has been battling depression ever since his dad commit suicide. He doesn't have many friends and to make matters worse; he's gay. That's when Harry shows up in Doncaster. He's rude, stubborn, and close minded. Harry immediately hates Louis. Louis is the exact opposite of Harry, he's quiet, polite, broken, weak. But when there is only 2 homosexual lads in one town, you learn to accommodate. That's where it started; harmless fun. A quick shag now and then. But when Harry is around Louis' depression disappears, his nightmares of his dad are gone too. Can hate really change into love? ****WARNING: some of the chapters are private so you must be following me to read them. (the smut chapters) {also first time writing full on smut}

These Small Hours. (Larry Stylinson One Shot: May trigger.) by spiritualwt

Harry and Louis never had secrets, they never kept anything hidden form each other. That's always how it's been. That's what Louis thought, at least. Harry knew something different. After a concert, a signing, being out with the boys, or just everyday really, he into the bathroom, locking the door and repeating his everyday cycle. He cut, anywhere he'd like. Mostly his arms. Then, he'd force himself to throw up any meal or snack he had that day. He would swallow two pain killers, that he saved for the night he couldn't take life anymore, to make him feel numb. He comes home one night, crying to Louis and spilling everything to him. After that, so many things happen in those small hours; the small hour that will change everybody's lives, whether it be good or bad. In the end, it doesn't matter how someone acts, it's their heart that really matters.

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

i'm not the prettiest flower but i'll do by kissyxcuddles

PART ONE OF THE TRAGICALLY BEAUTIFUL SERIES for most of his life louis didn't know what it was like to be wanted. at the young age of twelve years old he lost everything that mattered to a young boy: his friends. everyone important to him disappeared all because of an event that louis didn't dare to ever speak about, all he did was get shut down anyway. he was in his last year of high school and louis was still dragging himself through the days until he bumped into his new curly headed neighbour in a quite embarrassing accident that soon led to a unexplainably comfortable situation. he soon learned his name to be harry and from then on harry would bother louis until they became friends. or louis suffers from PTSD and harry just wants to help him love himself ANY AND ALL UPDATES TO THIS BOOK WOULD JUST BE FURTHER EDITING

Sinking Ships | L.S | by tbhNiallsGirl

Harry Styles has been the protege of his parents since he was fourteen years old. With missing so much of his childhood, he doesn't exactly know how to act like a regular kid- which may be the cause of his social awkwardness. With barely a friend in his school and his parents on his case, he takes to the internet for the attention he needs. Little did he know that just three and a half thousand miles away, his other half was suffering from the same exact thing. With parents that only cared for their fix, it's no wonder that Louis turns to people he's met through the internet for comfort. Of course with his hard exterior, he takes a different approach when meeting people online. All that changes with one simple message and before Louis knows it, he's hooked on a boy that has never tasted McDonalds. "I'm falling in love with a boy across the ocean and now I'm drowning in what couldn't be."

Kiss Me Goodnight (L.S.) by missingstylinson14

Harry's life was perfect. Stunning girlfriend. Good friends. The picture perfect idea of his future after graduation. So when his mother uprooted his life to move to a different country, Harry Styles couldn't wait to get back to it. But in the meantime, making friends is probably a good move. Meeting the boy next door, Louis Tomlinson, Harry feels lucky to find a good group to help him get through the year. That is until it becomes increasingly more obvious to him that maybe he's looking for something more in his new friend than a bit of company. Struggling to come to terms with this life altering realization, Harry turns to Louis for comfort, but will a budding relationship and a new life full of secrets come between Harry and the life he's always pictured for himself?

If I Could Fly by carriejamesjll

After years of being Harry Styles best friend, Louis doesn't see how anything could possibly come between them. After all, they love each other.... a little too much it would seem. When Louis has to move to L.A for a while, and leave his best friend behind, he never expects so much to happen whilst he is gone. He certainly doesn't expect to loose his best friend on top of it all. Then years later, having long since lost contact, an unexpected situation brings the pair face to face once again. Will they find it in them to forgive one another... maybe find the start to something new. After all, if Harry could fly, it would be right back home to Lou.

When Hate Turns Into Love (Larry Stylinson AU) by Larrys_Girl

[3rd place in the Bromance Awards Holiday 2015] The Styles and the Tomlinsons. Those two families have never gotten along with each other due to an event in the past. So because of this, Louis Tomlinson hates Harry Styles, simple as that. What Louis doesn't know, though (or anyone in their families for that matter) is that Harry doesn't hate Louis, rather the opposite. He's always taken a liking to the feathery haired boy. Why? He doesn't know, but ever since kindergarten, there's always been something special about that boy. To make matters worse, Harry's quite the tease. He loves to make Louis weak and nervous, something Louis hates. He always tries to push him away and tell him to fuck off, which only makes Harry like him even more. So, what happens when Louis eventually gives in to Harry's touches? Will love occur? And if so, what will their families think of it? © All Rights Reserved 2014. Larrys_Girl Highest Ratings: #1 in Louis (23/12-20) #1 in Direction (26/4-21) #1 in Larry (30/6-21) #5 in Larrystylinson (24/12-20) #75 in Fanfiction

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Fame Changed Everything (Larry Stylinson)

Harry and Louis have always been best friends, ever since they were little. They did everything together and were practically attached at the hip. When they turned fourteen, they realized they had more than friendly feelings for each other and started a relationship. Everything was going well for the two boys, their friends and family accepting them immediately and all. However, that was until they turned sixteen and Harry auditioned for The X-Factor. Louis went there to support him along with Harry's mother, stepdad, sister, aunt and cousins. He was happy for him because Harry's biggest dream had always been to become a singer. However, what he nor anybody else expected was for Harry to end up second place in the competition, which also made him become successful all over the world. Suddenly, he was gone, and thanks to the fame, Louis and Harry drifted apart. Though, they never officially broke up. Louis was heartbroken when the curly haired lad started ignoring him, but there was literally nothing he could do about it. He'd tried everything to get in touch with Harry again. So, what happens when Harry takes a break from his tour two years later to go home and visit Holmes Chapel? Will Louis and Harry ever get back with each other or are they never going to get along again? What if things only get even worse? © All Rights Reserved 2017. Larrys_Girl Highest Rankings: #1 in Louis #1 in Larrystylinson #5 in Onedirection #5 in Larry