Khed - THE REGRET
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Last published Fri, Aug 16, 2024
Regret! Regret! Regret!
That's is the only thing that is ringing in my ears from a very long time.
I've been skeptical about what is going around me, it's not that I zone out always. I'm like an on and off machine. I do all my work including my daughters' work when I am switched on. But then again when I am done. I think again... hopping back to square one when switched off.
And when I hear my daughter's cries and then again back to present.
Why does my life have to be this!
What grave mistake did I do to end up like this?
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