Staring at the beautiful scenery

I just wanted to feel like I am enough. People always congratulate me, pero ang mga taong mahal ko, hindi ko kailanman narinig sa kanila iyon. I always think that maybe I am just not enough, but all I do is to try, try, and try.

I feel like I am failing them, even myself. How could they be so cruel? I feel like I am not worth it. They always make me feel like I was just an average, couldn't make them proud.

I was so broken. I was so lost. But William Luis Martinez knew how to mend my broken heart. He was like a beautiful and therapeutic scenery. He was my comfort, my home, and my love. He's so precious to me that I can't afford to lose him.

But I know that everything has an end. Hindi ko pala siya kayang itabi lang sa akin palagi, and that was my huge mistake.