CLOWN
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Here you go !
To you ! The one who plays The clown in this miserable world's theater !
How long do you plan on going on ?
▪ Important notes :
• The book will consist of thoughts, passing ideas, and perhaps short stories...
• The cover ( picture ) of the book does not belong to me.
• English isn't my first language so I apologize in advance for any mistakes.
Enjoy ^^
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