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This Is Me Trying

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Elizer, or Eli, has only experienced one tragic fate in her life, and it was the death of her mother. Although his father remarried and her stepmother had never hidden her hatred to her, Eli was never in any situation that can be considered as hardship. Because even if she doesn't have a complete family, she had her boyfriend. 

But one day, everything she owned and had just suddenly left her and was taken away from her. She suddenly found herself fighting, just to survive. 

This is her story. The story of how Elizer Core Eliade experienced almost all heartbreak in just a short time.All Rights Reserved

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