Not you...you promised
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I held him in my arms as he took his last breath. I never cried when my father died- but...this ginger...I physically couldn't live without him. I held him in my arms tightly as I cried my heart out, you didn't keep your promise...
If anyone else saw him in his current state, bloody, bruised, pale, and cold to the touch. They'd think he's a monster...but I know thats far from true.
I was supposed to be the first one to go...not you- you're way to special and important in this world.
You never did keep your promise....
Sleep well...my love
I'll be with you soon
/01-21-25/ #9 dazaiangst
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