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What He Feels

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Parts 25

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chicklit childhood comedy doctors drama edgy filipino friendship love medical nurses romance teenfiction

He was always there but I've always thought of him less than what he deserves. 
He was always taking care of me but I've always thought that he was just messing with me.
He was always looking at me but I've always thought he was glaring. 

Then he found someone else to hold, I felt wronged. 
Then he found someone else to take care of, I thought it was unfair.
Then he found someone else to always look at, I felt depreciated. 

I don't know what he has to go through when he was with me.
I don't know how hard it was to try to hold the feelings back, to keep them in. 
He never showed. I never knew. 


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