Bloody hell, where did it go wrong?
Was I too late? I guess that's it. I was cool with it, them getting together, I'm not some homewrecker after all. But, I did wish na kahit minsan, minsan lang, nasabi ko ang totoong damdamin ko sa kanya. Was I asking for too much? Maybe, heck I want to be selfish but, wala naman siyang kasalanan dun e. It was me, it was me all along.
Through these journey, I hurt a lot of people. Nagawa kong masaktan ang closest individuals na nandoon para sa akin. Kin to words na hindi ko kayang masabi, I was so mad, so tired, so.. perplexed. Mad because I feel like they betrayed me, tired since I was too late and perplexed because I was puzzled with my own decisions, those rush decisions I didn't think wise enough.
But, what if?
14 chapitres En cours d'écriture Contenu pour adultes
14 chapitres
En cours d'écriture
Contenu pour adultes
"Tulad ng buwan, Ikaw ay pupunta sa mga parirala ng liwanag ng dilim at ng lahat ng nasa pagitan At kahit na hindi ka palaging lumilitaw na may parehong mga ningning ay palagi kang buo."
Keegan said while staring at the shining Moon that night. His voice were so deep yet so warm.
I can't help but to stare at his face. This man right beside me... I didn't knew he'll be here saying those words.
Our eyes met. I can't remove my gaze at him.
How could I adore this guy when all he say is He wanted to kill me but ending up saving me in any way he can. He always shows how aggressive he were. How superior he was in every aspects.
I look at him intently.
Her perfect jaw line. His thick eye brows. His firm lips. His red hair. His tan skin.
I like everything about him.
"Tunay ngang higit kang nag niningning sa tuwing kasama mo si Khionne.. marahil ay, napukaw mo ang atensyon ko dahil galing ka sa kakaibang mundo. Iyon lamang ang tanging dahilan kung bakit ako laging naka masid saiyo."
Why I feel so broken with those words?
Helena Theia Lopez! Fix yourself! Hindi siya ang lalaking type mo! Pag balik mo sa tunay mong mundo, mas marami ka pang makikilalang lalaki higit pa sa mga Prinsipe dito!
Especially Khionne! Hindi lang siya sayo mabait! Kung di sa lahat! So don't be stupid!
Sigaw ng utak ko.
"Akala ko dati..para kang araw na mahirap hawakan.." sabi ko. "Hindi pala, isa ka din palang buwan na nag sisilbing ilaw sa mga madilim kong gabi habang nandito ako sa mundong ito. Kahit hindi kita nakikita, alam kong nandiyan ka lang..nag hihintay sa pag babalik ko.."
"Tama ka." Malamig na sabi nito. "Naghintay ako Theia, ngunit..hindi ko inaasahang sa pag babalik mo ay may nais kang pag masdan." He smile at me but I know. There's something in it. "Ihanda mo ang iyong sarili.. sa susunod na pag kakataon... Kikitlin ko na ang buhay mo." malamig na sabi nito saka tumayo at humakbang papaalis.
How could my life get messy like this?! Just from that book?