Fingertips

This is a coming of age novel. I cannot confirm nor deny it is my story. It has very adult and raw themes. There is sex, drug abuse, death and things I hope no reader ever has to experience firsthand and if you have- I love you, perfect stranger.

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Some things in life will slip through your fingertips. It takes perspective guided by experience to understand your loss.

There are times when just your fingertips catch and you hang on for dear life. It takes strength and blind faith to hold on to your possession.

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Fiona is a determined gymnast with a past, present, and future that is dictated and controlled to the second by her uber-wealthy, super-narcissistic, black-hearted mother. Until she wasn't.

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Mother saw me as the only societal expectation that ruined her tight vagina.
Dad saw me as the only thing he was allowed to and actually loved.
Laine saw me and only me forever.
Alistair, Duncan, Joey and Noah saw it all.
I saw nothing that wasn't allowed until I was forced to see myself.

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In a fit of rage after finding out Laine and I had been caught in the barn with our naked bodies wrapped around each other, Mother moved me as far away as possible from Laine, setting in to motion events that would change everything and everyone in my world forever.

As some people, places, and things slip through my fingertips, others are willingly let go, and some are finally caught and hung on my wall of trophies. While finding myself, I begin to realize how amazing life is and isn't and how everything relates directly to my relationships with the men I love.

There will be milestones, mistakes, moments, men, monsters, and even a little magic as I take the world by storm and come of age at warp speed. Buckle up and grab your popcorn because my journey is full of train wrecks, dumpster fires, scorched earth and love.

Lots and lots of love.