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You Were Always My Salvation

jessthebrunette

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Reads 34,324
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Parts 15
Time 7h 59m

jessthebrunette

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There were three things you knew about yourself:

1. Your Dad was a Grade-A asshole
2. You were a mess
3. The Winter Soldier saved your life

The world went to shit five and a half years ago, when you had been a fresh-faced twenty-year-old on the run.

You took the opportunity with both hands and rebuilt yourself, disappearing and emerging with a whole new identity.

That was until Bucky fucking Barnes crashed his way into Madripoor and completely blew your cover.

And worst of all- he wanted to help you because your name was on some dumb list of his.All Rights Reserved

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𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 ☽ 𝘉𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺'𝘴 𝘗𝘖𝘝 cover

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