Why am I here?. (Tsukasa Tenma Angst.)
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Tsukasa Is tired of life, He Is tired of having to put on a fake smile, putting on a fake personality, and reaching for a goal he doesn't want. His parents are assholes, he feels unwanted, and he feels like like a burden. Can his friends and sister save him from drowning in despair? or will they fail, leaving him alone in the void? (Bro has caught the mafuyu disease!)
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