I am not a sinner. | Fyolai
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A holy priest and a sinful jester. Many would believe souls like those are not compatible, however, they seem to have more in common than anyone would expect. In the end, their fate is only for God to decide.
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A/N : Hello, stranger. This story will be all you never wanted to hear in the connection to Fyodor and Nikolai, in a way that will make you stare at the ceiling, of course. I want to focus more on religious trauma and forbidden romance in this story. Enjoy.
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